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Name: Nate
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Gender: Male
Interests: Reading, writing, talking, bullshitting with friends. Computers have always been and interest, and yet i still dont know shit. Video games. And the all time best, music. Ill listen to just about anything, besides country and a lot of rap, some ill listen too.
Expertise: Expertise....hmm i dont really think i have one thats worth commenting on. :p
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/15/2006
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| So im sitting here in the hotel, where all the enlistee's sit and hang out while waiting for lights out, spending time talking to people and just relaxing before the morn. This is a big step in my life and, i know im ready for it. Im quite nervous and quite excited, but im 100% ready. Its been quite stressful the last couple of days, just because i was worrying about stuff and i just stopped worrying about it and got it taken care of this morning. The college i attended had sent the debt i owe them to a collection agency, which i called this morning and got it set up where they will be taking money right out of my account starting the 5th of september and doing that for the next 12 months, 200 a month. Its not a lot of money that i owe them, its just under 2400 dollars. not to bad, not with the amount of money i will be making in 6 months time. I dont know what to do about now. Lots of things have happened lately. My mom having a stroke, now my step mom having to fight to get her disability. i just hope they all get what they need to help them. I wish everyone the best, and hope you all take care of yourselves. I know not a lot of my friends will be reading this, but its the thought that counts i guess. Take care and be safe, dont worry about me, ill give it my all and be safe while doing it, how embarrassing to either die, or wash out of basic. I will get warhawk on all my pt's: running, sit-ups, push-ups, i will get it and get the highest honors that i can. If i dont, i atleast will know i tried my hardest.
See you all in 6 to 8 months!
-Nate
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| well ive got less than a week now. Ill be up at meps on monday, and tuesday i leave for basic. Ill be getting out of there about a week before my bday. I guess ill be having a bbq on sunday afternoon, last day i can see all of my friends before ill see then in a couple of month, more like half a year. Thanks to Michael though, he pointed out that my friends will be waiting for me to come back. And thats always good motivation. Im excited an nervous about this whole military thing, i dont know what to expect of it. I know though, that i will make the best of it that i can, as to keep my spirits up and my determination, not that my tattoo didnt make me determined or motivated in the first place. I know that ive mentioned and seriously considered not going, but this is the best thing i have going for me, i dont want to lose that chance. Ill give it my all before i fail. So i think this will be my last post until mid to late october, maybe middle of november. So for now, goodbye friends and family i love you all and thanks for the support. Ill call those that i can and write those that i can. Ill make sure my friends give out and spread the address at which you all are welcome to write to me at, as i know letters from you all will help me greatly and i know i would appreciate the contact a lot, words of motivation especially. So i guess i will talk to you all when i get the chance and ill be sure to have a post up sometime after i graduate from basic.
Till then,
-Nate
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| So its been over 5 months since i last updated. Nothing new is going on, going into the air force in about a month. Im living in a new place now too. Been up to no good and doing no good...lol thats a lie, just chilling with friends and waiting for my ship day. I need to get back into working out and getting in the best shape i can before i leave. I had an interview the other day at best buy. Ive been thinking of not going through with my plan of joining the military but my mother has talked me into staying, and a bunch of friends aswell. They all think that it will be good for me. They might be right, although, six years is a long time. But hey, ill get my choice at what job i want in the electronics field, not to mention after my tech school, or 5 months into it, ill be come an E3 which means more pay, as it is a higher rank. I think ill try to chose a job that can have me based in Japan, ive always wanted to go there and i think it will be fun to see the world, even if it is in the military. Well thats all there is for now, ill update again, if not soon, before i ship out. Take care.
-Nate
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| HAPPY SUPERBOWL SUNDAY!!!!
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| I used to treat people with respect and be courteous to others, be friendly, and never an asshole. I dont know when i started to do the things i do know. I think it was just after graduation, i was supposed to go into the marines and i think subconsciously i didnt want anyone to miss me so i became an asshole and was just downright mean to people. Most of them too were my closest friends. And the shit that had just happened recently this year. I dont blame Billy at all for what happened, who i blame completely for giving my personality and everything i am nowadays, the completed asshole, on Sam. Not for just fucking me over but changing and being a bitch to me, and forsaking the bond i thought we had after we were in that wreck together. And what put the finishing touch on this, the cherry topping, was the fucking over of billy, and how much of a hypocrit she really is. I dont know how to get this anger out, get past this fucking ridiculous stage im in, maybe military life will help, or maybe ill already be ready for their mind shapping/brain wash techniques. Who the fuck knows right? Maybe i should just beat the fuck out of a punching bag, call the people i hate the most and wish to say FUCK YOU too, fuck you for fucking up my life, kthxbye...
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